Well, I have been anticipating my upcoming treatment this Thursday. I am nervous and relieved for it coming it. I just want it to be over so I can enjoy the upcoming month of November. November is a very busy month. Usually, I celebrate my kiddos birthdays and enjoy Thanksgiving. I am afraid how my body is going to react with the last treatment. I have been having a lot more energy and can actually take care of the chores around the house without complete exhaustion... excepting for cooking....long story.
I am afraid of the scans as of November 1 too. Scans always make me nervous and in previous posts I have mentioned I am terrified of a recurrence. The psychological bargaining one is placed is so difficult through cancer. I ask God in my prayers to take away my nervousness and fear because He is the only one that knows all and sees all and knows what is on my heart and I need to give Him all the glory!
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