Hi! Welcome to my personal, self-pity, sob-story journal about my diagonisis of melanoma. Please excuse, any harsh or unapproved frustration. I am a cancer patient. Eventually, I will get my sanity back.

I am 25 years old. I am a wife, a mother of two, and a daughter. I HAVE MELANOMA. This blog is about my personal endurance race through this disease.

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Anxiety Over Scans

I have some up coming tests and scans Thursday for the clinical trials I am doing at the local hospital. The anxiety is overwhelming. I am more crabby and angered more easily this week. The little things are really getting to me.

I had a good cry session yesterday night because of my self-pity. The overwhelming feeling of lacking control is really frustrating. I need to put into God's hands and trust in Him to know everything will be okay.



Scans are tomorrow! Pray everything goes well!

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