I have not blogged for a while. The business of life has been enjoyable. November and December have been very busy months for myself and the family.
We celebrated the kids birthdays. We also enjoyed a small weekend trip to an indoor water park. Celebrated thanksgiving. Did homeschooling I between shopping and now I am looking forward to Christmas Eve.
Praise God! I had clear scans and my final treatment for the infusion phase of the clinical trial of ipi. Next is the maintainence phase where I will be visiting the cancer center to receive scans, doctor visit, and treatment every three months. I still get the constant anxiety when the scans are coming up, which are in a month. I just need the sigh of relief that things will be alright for a little while.
I really cannot express the joy I have to be with my family. I enjoy the smiles and especially the laughter. I love the happy moment and I revel in it. But always in the back of my mind I have this fear of cancer. I need to appreciate the moment and live in the preasent. The preacher at church expressed that eloquently today, especially in saying, "put your faith in Christ today because tomorrow may never come." I need to cry out to Jesus when I fear what the future holds. I need to put my burdens, my worries, and my troubles on Him because He gave salvation for me and all who believe.
Hopefully, this Christmas I realize the truest gift is Jesus.
nicely written darling. ;)
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