It's been awhile! I am still on this side of the earth! Its been an awkward transition from going to see the doctor every six weeks to 12 weeks. The graduation has been more panicky about every little bump, bruise and lump. I am in paranonia at points. Learning to trust in the Lord for all things especially for my health brings me to hesitation at points especially in the aspect of over analyzing everything. I am really scared of the future.
I had a habit when I was intial diagnosised of going on melanoma forums and reading the latest news of melanoma. I am trying to graduate from this too because, well, I want to live my life. I want to not focus on this disease. I want to be proactive in prevention but not fearful in all things I do. My husband is constantly telling me not to worry. I need more faith. Just a little more faith and not worry because the Good Lord will take care of me.
